"Hey, maybe you're okay walking around with somebody's blood on your hands but that's not who I am! I can't just pretend it never happened"

(Warning: I play Ben as a depressed individual. There will be negative, degrading, and hateful thoughts towards himself. If this bothers you, either let me know and I will tag it, or be careful when on my blog. I want people to stay safe and I know how harmful certain thoughts can be.)

(Today I want to be a selfish child. Pick me up. I am tired and it’s raining. I still don’t know how to be an adult. Feh.